can't sleep.
sometimes the last thing i want to do is come here, but it's the only place left.
i've never questioned how hubby feels about me until now. I don't know what's up, he has avoided me all weekend. it's exhausting. i am exhausted and can't sleep.
6.28.2009
6.26.2009
stupid rant
I am going batshit crazy.
Haven't seen hubby since tuesday. He just msged me saying he might not be home until sunday. Since crashing my car wednesday I have been stuck in this house with no human contact other than my 1 year old. I am about to lose it. Why do things get bad, then get really bad then go retarded?
Not one of my friends have followed through with plans to visit me. Three different people, three different days, just didn't show up, wtf is that? I am annoyed.
I guess I was always the one who followed through with plans, was always the one to drive all over visiting people, and for what? I really feel like telling them all to fuck themselves, or is it just pregnancy hormones making me pisser than normal?
"Your still going to photography my son's birthday party right?" yeah, because you have made such an effort to be my friend over the past month I am going to run over after not seeing my husband for a week, crashing my car, and living off bread and cereal for three days. "I can have someone pick you up" oh, gee thanks, that's great, so I'll be stuck at the party until the random "ride" decides to bring me home...great, that sounds super.
Haven't seen hubby since tuesday. He just msged me saying he might not be home until sunday. Since crashing my car wednesday I have been stuck in this house with no human contact other than my 1 year old. I am about to lose it. Why do things get bad, then get really bad then go retarded?
Not one of my friends have followed through with plans to visit me. Three different people, three different days, just didn't show up, wtf is that? I am annoyed.
I guess I was always the one who followed through with plans, was always the one to drive all over visiting people, and for what? I really feel like telling them all to fuck themselves, or is it just pregnancy hormones making me pisser than normal?
"Your still going to photography my son's birthday party right?" yeah, because you have made such an effort to be my friend over the past month I am going to run over after not seeing my husband for a week, crashing my car, and living off bread and cereal for three days. "I can have someone pick you up" oh, gee thanks, that's great, so I'll be stuck at the party until the random "ride" decides to bring me home...great, that sounds super.
6.06.2009
5.31.2009
Things are annoying here.
Hubby is finishing week two of his illness, Dr does nothing, pharmacist was a bit of a help but seriously, how hard is it to cure stomach cramps? He is a cranky bear and it's wearing thin.
To top that off Jr's sleep is off. Going to bed earlier and earlier, waking up earlier and earlier. Keeping him up doesn't work either, I tried that last night and managed to turn a 6pm bedtime into 8pm. He still got up at 5 .
We have a birthday party today, Hubby doesn't want to make friends so I am going alone with Jr.
Heartburn has reared it's ugly head. Everything I eat causes it. I was sure I would have a bald baby girl, but looks like she's growing hair!
19weeks to go.
Hubby is finishing week two of his illness, Dr does nothing, pharmacist was a bit of a help but seriously, how hard is it to cure stomach cramps? He is a cranky bear and it's wearing thin.
To top that off Jr's sleep is off. Going to bed earlier and earlier, waking up earlier and earlier. Keeping him up doesn't work either, I tried that last night and managed to turn a 6pm bedtime into 8pm. He still got up at 5 .
We have a birthday party today, Hubby doesn't want to make friends so I am going alone with Jr.
Heartburn has reared it's ugly head. Everything I eat causes it. I was sure I would have a bald baby girl, but looks like she's growing hair!
19weeks to go.
5.04.2009
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